GOODBYE BESTFRIEND, I'll NEVER FORGET THIS.
You said you shed tears for this friendship in your blog,
You sure you really did? Did she shed even more than mine.
I creid all the way once I step out of tution still i found my mother.
And also all the way to town with yanying and weikang.
Everyone was looking at me with my tears all over my face.
I even shed tears during tution while doing amaths.
And what were you doing? Taking it as nothing happen!
How would you feel if I tell you that we're bff for the name,
We're only bff for the name, within last year all around.
WHo was there fot you the most of the time,
Who was there to help you when you needed,
Who was there to help you settle stuffs in class.
So you're trying ot tell me that all this things happens,
Are all just fake and just for the sake of it.
What are bestfriend's in the midst of your eyes?
Just the name of it that's all. no feelings?
You were even more than just a bff, like my sister.
And now you tell me that we're just for name of it.
When someone just mention to me bout you?
Tears just filled up in my eyes like totally D:
Who even cares, my mum said that I was dumb.
Cause I cried for our friendship lah,
I even got reprimanded by her in public.
But I still continued crying cos you meant alot to me.
No offence but I think I cry even more for you than him.
It seems like everyone is on your side,
And all the blames falls on my side now.
Yah of course luh, you know alot of people what.
I've no idea how I'm gonna face you anymore,
But I think I'll just shed a tear once I see you.
I cant take the pain of this anymore.
EVen when I'm typing this post now,
My eyes is even filled with tears.
WOuld you even be botherd, I guess not.
If only you cared, things wouldnt be like this anymore.

And I guess even if one day I'll just die,
I doubt you would even come to see me for the last time.
All you would say is " I dont give a damn'.
I'll take my last breath and say 'I'll miss you bestfriend'.

What I wrote on Joyce tagboard, to reply her tag on my blog.
I told her to f off cos I dont wna feel the hurt anymore, she shed tears bout this friendship. it's quite impossible, when she cant even be botheredf at all. stop talking bout it already.
I'm sad bout it too, I said ot her that I wouldnt shed a tear anymore, but it's totally impossible uh. when I lost my bestfriend? MY BFF LEH! friendship broken, she meant everything to me
If i didnt even talk to her bout it, she'll just take it as nothing happening. what's with all those reasons, I dont see a point. she dont treat me as her bff anymore, i've hsed enough tears bout it.
Own group of friends, when did I even tag with e5 people after school? I left her alone, to be straightforward she dont care bout me. Is only because I ask her bout it. thats why she bother.
I didnt said that we always have to stick together. but at least some time together.w hen did ytou even see us together after school or before school? NONE!

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