hey people ! shermaine's injured & very badly !
shermaine's shoulder bone has a crack
ohwell, i fractured my shoulder bone
i cant type properly now but for his sake
yesh i'm willing to blog no matter how hard it is
cos i just wanna express how i feel
so people miss me wors, mia from school
you guys will miss my noise and nonsense
will be back either on thursady. friday or next monday
ohwell, people do miss shermaine alright? :D

hello. yes i'm here to blog just for that very guy that i f.love in my heart <3
although typing with one hand is difficult
& i hope that he will read this post
cos it is just for him , my one and only.
we had a talk just now online awhile ago
yes at last we had a good talk just now
after like such a long time luhs
yes i know that i spent very little time with you
i spent 70% of my time on friends & 30% of my time with you
yesh it is my fault, friends come first on me last time
since when you know me thats the way i am
dhen i'm really sorry maybe thats just me
i have thought it through thouroughly
yeah maybe we are just friends and non other
your name on msn says " hope you will think hard what i said to you, i don't want you to regret."
yesh i cried in front of the com while chatting with you
i just couldnt control my tears in my eyes
it just naturally rolled down my cheeks
yesh it is because i just love you so much
you told me to give up on you
if i could i would have given up long ago
i take myself that i'm just loving you & not waiting for you
so just take it that i'm loving you but not waiting
i could love you as my good friend
can you just treat it that way
yes i know you wont believe me anymore
and yes this ending i ask for it myself
you are a very good boyfriend [:
yes you were my only boyfriend i loved loads [:
when i lost you & you were with her i cried
cos i cant bear to loose youto a bitch
i'm sorry if i call her that now
but since you and her are already over
so yarh shermaine calls her a bitch {:
& you aint stopping me wors.
i can see that cos of her relationship with you
you had lost your courage in another relationship
but i'm different from her luh, totally
i'm not those sort of girlfriend that needs boyfriend to get her stuff
hello, shermaine is independent de luhs
i wont expect you to buy everything or pay everything
as a girl i have my own rights too lorhs
don cos of her let it affect you and me as well
it is so not worth de lorhs
cos of a b-i-t-c-h ruin everything
you want 70% of my time
i'm willing to give it to you
but everything wont be the same anymore
cos when i know you it was not like that
you were rushing for time just now to explain things to me
you said next time you will explain to me
but i'm wondering when will the next time
it is like you so seldom online de luhs
so which is very hard to talk too
cos you can only like used a while
maybe it is cause of your sister ?
i d k too. hais sigh .
i have things to tell you too
you have things to tell me too
maybe one day we should just say everything out
just to make things clear or to ecplain things
yeahs i'm hoping that day will come before your birthday
i hurt my shoulder and you didnt say anything
i'm wondering if you still care for me
shermaine's thinking !
Y boy, you take care !

thanks for the listening ear weiting & darren {:
you guys do take care too, especially chia weiting <3

benjamin woo yu lin my beloved daddy
yeah no matter what always there for me
daddy i appreciate everything that you have done for me
and all the good advices that you have given me
i'm really glad to be your daughter
although you already have plenty of them ._.
yarhs so a BIG thank you to you !
nuer loves daddy !
& everlasting with mummy hors :]

can people visit me like tomoro or wednesday
shermaine is bored by rotting at home
and leonard & nicki visited me today
thank you mei & di ! loves {:

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