2 DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY :D

yesh things hapen in between all the while
i know who are my true friends, & who are not.
i believed that you were once my true friend
but along the way, i lost a friend of mine.
you actually backstab me when i trusted you so much.
now i get to see wider & know more stuff
i realised you are not a true friend of mine.
grow up please, get a life too.
ps: not refering to netballers.

we have not been talking to each other
for like a week or so luhs
i do miss your sms, your voice .
but it seems like it is dead now
did something happen between you & the on you loved?
practically to me and some peeps something happen
i'm not stalking you or whatever shit
just that i happen to know it from friends
when i know bout it, i was feelingless
i did not felt happy when i should be
i did not feel sad when i was not suppose too
but yarh, it did ruin my emotion for the party
i heard comments from my dearest friends
they said i ought to stay happy ?
but you know whad, i actually dont
cos i think that you are actually not happy at all
i felt that you were actually angry or sad
i cant feel you anymore
the tele tele thing thing has officially died
i managed to catch a glimpse of you today
but you skip school with the rest
but i was glad i saw you after 4 days
if not ya i think i can just die now
i am still wondering if will things stay like this?
or will things be changed ?
of course i would wish things to get better
but yarh on the other hand i don know bout you
shermaine doesnt know how to face you
i want to talk to you again
i want to see you in the eyes again
i want to msg you again
i want to talk to you on phone again
i want to be the one who writes letter for you again
is all this just thinking too much?
all am i asking alot from you?
i have not heard from you since that very day
btw, your birthday is coming soon
i wish to get you a present but i don know what to buy
i'm not your girlfriend anymore
i'm not your friend anymore
would you accpet my gift to you ?
i'm afraid. i'm scared.
i hope to see you soon cos i miss you alot
i miss you terribly whenever i look at the tigger
or the post on my blog in the past
it makes me cry. hais.
i just miss you like some shit !

oh people! that article is in school!
the article on zaobao !
chenying put it there.
it is at the staff toliet the bulletin board
ohwell. laugh out loud!

there is cross country tomoro
i don feellike going to school
but mama giving mepresent so i must go
anyway mama i miss you so
everytime i also no see you liao
jiayou for your n level ! (:

shermaine loves this people alot :D
❤ HIM
❤ CHIA WEITING
❤ NICKI POH YUN JIE
❤ LEONARD NG MIAN YANG
❤ NICHOLAS TAN JIAN HUI
i cant live without them
cause they are already part of my life
i love you guys to bits & pieces :D

will shermaine get a present from you ?
shermaine hopes she does ! (:

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