YAWNS!


shermaine had tution today
& well, it rain heavy cat & dog -.-
had lunch with my mother
den after that we headed homt
den we rush down to ICA & TSC
well, i miss my group bus dne took H2 bus
they sucks man, all chaoahlians & chaoahbeng -.-
shermaine was emo-ing on the bus journey there
i keep thinking of stuffs, there are plenty
& it makes me go lalalala ):
waited for my laobu to reach
den i walk with her to show village
there were security scan before we enter -.-
oh my tian, so strict luhs -__________-
my crumpler bag is dirty ):
all thanks to the rain that causes smart uh.
took pictures with RD people
oh well, they rock luhs.
took group pictures. i love H6 ! (:
i hate the stupid shoe, it is damn pathetic
i cant even walk don need say run properly in it lorh
after ndp finish, it is in the cupboard forever lerh
cos no way that i'm gonna wear it man
it is like horse shoe -__________-
after everything os over, trained back with my laobu
& yeah another tiring ndp rehearsel :D

I'M JUST FUCK UP !
why cant everything just be solved luhs
leaving me in this state is like some fuck shit uh
i'm suffering like don know what lorh
i just hate it all & everything
if i knew that all this were gonna come.
i would have just forget bout everything.
maybe things are meant to be in this way luhs
i don know? do you know ?
yarhs, i admit that i am the cause of everything
i love you and you should know it
but does it really matters anymore?
NO IT DOESNT AT ALL LA!
i'm just like a piece of trash to you right?
want den jiu go take, don want just throw away?
knowing that i ignored your message
you practically don care at all luhs
so what's the point of everything?
yarh and you happily went dating with her
whats all this luhs? i bet you forgotten that i was angry.
it was totally damn obvious can ?
or you practically pretend that you don knw
three days lerh, school starts tomoro
please, don blame me if i ignore you.

stop saying you have stead lerh
you chose this path yourself
you said responsibility is very important
yeah, responsibility is important !
SO WHAT LARHS! i hate this man.
i so hate responsibility after this issue
it totally suck like some fuck shit luhs.
you think you let her have the wrong idea
den tell her now that you let her have the wrong idea
and you will tel me responsibility and blahs
what the fuck la. this only prove to me that YOU LOVE HER!
your heart only got her her her ! fuck shit man.
stop asking me what i want larhs
is what you can give? cant have a break up.
yarhs whatever larhs, im tired of everything.
having to like just being your spare tire only
i just don get everything up till now.
yarhs maybe things are meant to be in this way
you have let go of everything since 171106 is it?
if thats the case den just tell me luhs
you are leaving me in a lurch all alone
i don even know what to do now luhs

shermaine cant let go cos she loves you
shermaine cant have you back cos you got stead
shermaine wants your love but you only love her
shermaine wants birthday present from you but you say cant
shermaine simply love you too much but you dont
shermaine just hate that bitch but you just love her so much
FUCK SHIT NONSENSE LA!

i just don feel you anymore
tele tele thing thing has died
officially died. it doesnt work from me to you
so what for you told me that it seems to work
it does not anymroe lorh
you are giving me false hope, totally.
when your heart only have HER HER HER!
shermaine is your spare tire only
i feel so fucking useless

shermaine is a lousy girlfriend
shermaine is a bad netball player
shermaine is a unfillial daughther
shermaine is just a stupid student
shermaine is just a dumb elder sister
shermaine cant do well in anything!

shermaine might as well just die right
uh fuck shit luhs, fuck you bitch
i just hate you to the core, when you love her that much
i see you two together jealousy is all i feel bout
but do you even know? do you even care?
all i know is youdon even bother at all
yarhs cos i am only a good friend to you right?
fine if thats the case, you want me to let go right
whatever luhs. i just hate this fucking shit thing

BITCH YOU JUST FUCK OFF AND DIE !

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