TRALALALALALAS ~

slept late yestersay at 1 am !
cos i was watching campus result show
& yay ! BENJAMIN HUM GOT IN! :D
den went to bed, chiong english homework -.-
woke up late at 6 am, wanted to cab ?
but in the end, bus on 21 to school
met chanhuei, rachel & kheehwee (:
had a great talk with rachel !
stay strong girl ! :D
met weiting at the bus stop
thanks for waiting for me (:
we headed to mama to buy strepsils
cause i got a bad cough, sorethroat , flu -.-
oh my gosh. smokes filled the air there
mama shall be fine with air pollution xD
school was bored today. Zz.
first two period was miss wong
that totally spoil dhe whole days mood -.-
recess with sweetheart !
lessons were totally boring uh.
went to visit farhanna at her house
with yiting, jamie, huishan & minpei (:
GET WELL SOON GIRL! :D

some bitchy stuff happen in school today
totally so fucking dumb uh Zz.
stop saying this & that
stop saying that you will mend your ways
when you are actually not uh
you started the whole issue & now you are denying
whats the fucking problem with you?
you humji uh, scared den auto offline
never seen such a person before
do something wrong & not admitting
such a pathetic retareded freak
i shall just stop here.
the only things you should do now is FUCK OFF !

Y CHIA WEITING ;
i really owe you alot alot alot
you have done many things for me
you are always there for me no matter what happens
you are my fucking true friend !
i'm really wondering without you, i think my life will be dark
& simply no laughters around me to make me smile
i really apprciate all these stuff you done for me
one day i will repay it back to you
friends forever. loves !

what am i suppose to do now, can you tell me.
i send you thons & thons of offline msges
but you did not even bother to reply one of them
what do you expect from me? my life -.-
it seems to me that you & a girl are in good terms
maybe i should realy just let go
& wishes you all the best with her ?
i don not even dare to msg you, i don have the courage
i don dare to talk to you, cos i am afraid of you
i cant seem to find out anything from you
i don even know whose words to believe
i am like hearing 100 of stories
but none of them seems to be true or happening
i am just stuck in this spot, not knowing what to do
am i going to stay like this forever or not?
can you just tell me what to do? please.
thats all i need to know, i just want to know how you feel
itis just as simple as ABCs. Zz.
have you ever seen me emo in school?
or do you always see the hyper side of me?
which one am i suppose to be now
this whole thign is starting to affect me badly
it is too late to walk backwards
i can only walk forward step by step
i am not as strong as i seem to be
in my heart, it is actually very dhe weak
i just want you to know that i love you
Y Boy, what should i do now ?

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