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long long long time no post liao lerh
my computer broke down
and it was repaired only yesterday -.-
i'm back to blogging (:
people do tag yarh, don wish it to be dead
yeahhs loads of stuff happen this few days
i cired like some fuck shit, that no one will know
i did foolish stuffs, trying all ways out to peace myself
but everything failed, once i see him i breakdown ):
especially with her, fuck i can cry non stop -.-
tears from eys just flow like a river
but all this while, friends are there for me (:
thanks for everything people !

❤ CHIA WEITING
my dearest one & only sweetheart & sister !
this girl here is always there for me no matter what happens
i really cant do without her, she is my love (:
don anyone dare to snatch her away from me
cos chia weiting belongs to shermaine kim yun rong :D
we did foolish things together, we are mad people.
we are happy, sad, hyper and everything we do together
you guys know why? cos we are sisters (:
girl, no matter what happens i will be here for you
we will stay as close as sister forever :D

❤ POH YUN JIE NICKI
my dearest little sister who is loved by me !
hahahahahahs. she is a lil sec one kid :D
the girl who is always there for me no matter what happens too
we may not be as close as we used to be
the most important thing is still the heart right?
we do dumb things together too
we are like real sisters but we are not -.-
girl, you stay strong yarh (:

❤ POH HUI SHAN
the girl who i used to spent alot of time with derhs
but now yarhs, we are not as close as we used to be lerh
mayeb cos we have found our own group of friends
but in netball is always she, me and joyce (:
we need each other in trainings
if not, we will die of loneliness :D
no matter what, thanks for everything girl !
jiayou in your studies and netball too (:

❤ JOYCE OH CHUN CHAN
my beloved boyfriend ! has troubles too.
but yarhs, she can solve them but not me
now she has found her lover, her mr right (:
i wish you two everlasting yarhs?
wait for him bahh, not easy finding someone you loved that much
jiayou and hang on girl.
we shall go out again one day
thanks for everything too.
all dhe advices are great :D
& jiayou for your studies hors.

❤ LEONARD NG MIAN YANG
one little retarded brother of mine. Zz.
hahahas. one nice soul here. friendly kid uh!
now he shoot so tall lorh. taller den me & huishan -.-
when he used to be shorter den us larh. no fair ):
a pro in basketball & a runner (:
thanks for the times when you are there for me
you made my day cheerful no matter how emo i can get
thanks for everything boy :D

❤ NICHOLAS TAN JIAN HUI
one brother of mine too. hahahahas.
he is a damn nice kid who will get you sweets everyday
and tell you pathetic jokes that makes you cold -.-
he makes my day cheerful too, by telling me stories !
nice brother here who is there for me too
thanks for everything :D

❤ BRADLEY HENG KOK PENG
my gay partner who is damn lame uh.
says pathetic jokes as well. hahahas.
don see his size, but he is strong too yarh!
don worry, you will grow tall soon (:
thanks for everything too kays?
though we are not that close either
take cares ! loves !

❤ KIMBERLY CHNG
thanks girl for that days consoling
you did gave m great advices
that actually made me think it through
take cares & loves ! (:

❤ BENJAMIN WOO
my one and only daddy who is always there for me
no matters what is the situation or whatever
i feel honoured for having a daddy like him
thanks for everything :D

❤ LIM LIANGYU
my only lin yeye. we are not close.
but he do care for his sunnu larhs
he help me too, thank you !
thanks for all the concern to make sure that i am alrgiths
take cares ! (:

these were the people who were always there for me
thank you ! wid loves, shermaine :D

thanks leonard & nicholas for pei-ing me home
thanks guys, you cheered my day up (:

yesterday things happen like ohmygoddness~
many stuffs happen too !
but the main objective is i still don understand larh
so i don see a pont in it either
cos i am like still blur
not even knowing what to do
people telling me stuff again
and i am like Zz. centerized again -.-
i have already broken down ):
now it is me who cry to sleep everyday not you
i'm sorry for everything in the past
you may have forgiven me but not forgotten what i done
the whole issue is not whether bout forgiving or not
is i just want explanation? i don get it at all !
cant you just explain to me? everything !
don give me your attitude too
i am not your girlfriend anymore
so what for i need to see your attitude
want show attitude den show give her uh -.-
i admit that whenever i see her, i hate it
that is just a girl's reaction
it is practically normal luh
maybe to you is not, cos she is your girl? ):
i may have done foolish stuffs
but whats the point was your question?
you ask girls, what for they cut? and you will know larhs.
seeing you sleep practically all the time in class
are you thinkig of not to study anymore?
remember the dream you told me?
you wanted to buy a vehicle that can store lots of stuffs
and you said you want to go for your license after your birthday
you told me that i will be the first person playing your n level dnt artefact?
looking at this situation, i doubt i will be the one
you said that it is chess game?
i am waiting for the day you completed it larhs
but now i don see a point any further
cos i wont even get a chance to play it
not even see it lorh, it would be her -.-
i wont be celebrating my birthday with you
neither will i be celebrating with you
totally nothing liao luh -.-
don even wish to have a hello from you
cos i think i am expeting too much from you le
i cried for an hour yesterday on the phone with weiting
all cause of you and those mesages
it made me break down larhs
how long will i be in this state? idk ):
all i know now is you are practically everything to me
to you it maybe rubblish but it is not !
living without you makes my life terrible
but i don see a point either anymore
cos you have already found your lover what
i don want people to think that i am breaking you two up
when actually i am not larhs.
but just want you to know that up till now
your name is in my heart all the while
cos you are everything to me now
seeing you with her makes me go lalala
but it doesnt really matters anymore
although you say don go lala
but it doesnt matters le, i already have become one
i am no longer the forever hyper one
arent you glad to see me in this state?
i have never ever seen such situation before
i don even know how to faced it
i ih ti see you, talk to see.
but i don have the rights anymore
not even as a friend larhs
i am like nothing to you le lorh
suan le barhs. but until now,
i am still waiting for the day you return to my side?
❤ Boy, i'm sorry for everything. i love you !

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