AHHHHH!
exams have started
totally sian
but at least humanities paper are over
woots
okays i am glad though
i shall update exam time table later
and sorr for not updating as i am studying
have not been using computer ever since the last post till today luhh
hais. totally saddening
i am afraid of failing my humans paper ):
but nvm the rest i ahev to do well
i am not going to give up
i must do my parents proud :D
although it might be a lil too late now
loads of things happen now
friends; netballers; exams
hais, what am i suppose to do?
now dhe three main people in my life:
BESTFRIEND; MEIMEI; SWEETHEART :D
i love them bits and pieces
and i just cant leave them or loose them
they belong to me SHERMAINE KIM [:
you guys shall guess who are this three people
i shall reveal after exams
6 more days left
after that i am free
i have dates with loads of people
hahahahhahas
i shall be out everyday
EVERYDAY WITH MY FRIENDS :D
I LOVE MY FRIENDS <3

ie am starting to dislike you;
ie am really disappointed in you;
at first ie think greatly of you;
now you are like err... crap?;
who knows? i didnt believe at first;
but in the end it is still the truth;
i wanna go to your face and just scold you;
but i am being held back some reasons;
you are not only a lousy brother;
and also a lousy boyfriend man;
if you don like her den just admit;
stop hiding man;
you are cheating her feelings luh;
she paid alot of effort but not you;
hais, stop it boy, you are spoiling your own image;
grow up boy!

girl ah girl ah :D
stop loosing hope in yourself man
you can do it de alrights?
don make yourself so low down
you are a smart girl
btu you just don cherish all these
although you have family problems
you need to be brave and stand up
stop hiding, don be a coward!
i believe in you; so believe in yourself
and always rememer this:
i will always be here for you <3

i really wish to forget everything
but i just cant; and whye?
it hurts alot, loving someone
but wishing to forget
i am confused, mixed feelings
i wanna forget but i cant
i don want you to control my life
but to me it seems you are
i am not controling yours
so just be fair man
i know bout your stuff
but i just keep numb
hais. didnt know that you were that type
but acctually you are worst den me
loving me is painful
but why are you hanging on
i know you will hate me
but you just don know how i feel
i am sorry boy !

exam time table as follows:

• monday: maths one; english two
• tuesday: science
• wednesday: literature; chinese two
• thursday: maths two

ie simply miss those times i spent with my friends :D

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