SADDENING! = =

this post was last week one
but couldnt post until today -.-

i today totally felt remorse; sad; hurt
i dont really know how to express it out
but whatever luhh. who cares.
went to school with kheehwee today (:
dhe bus was so late if compare to normal -___-
totally like so wierd. out of time.
it was pack with loads of people
which makes it so sian
heard something from wendy
hey girl cheer up yeahh!
dont think too much
if got anything must tell me ah
i wont pengwei de. trust me <33 (:
corin got scolded by mr lee
she cried like fcuk luhh
cheer up my dear corin! :D
but in the end you still got his fone ^^
homeroom was bored
collect dhe edusave forms
and brought them to the office
saw yongshan;elroy;jingkai
all got suspension cos never go taf = =
had a new geography teacher
and she is damn nice luhh
forgotten her name le
recess with huishan (:
chinise was damn bored -______-
i love dnt lesson :D
it is so fun
mr chua is nice
so relax and interesting!
i love science lesson too (:
corin dhe group present on lenses
dont really understand though
but it was okays! (:
had training after school
damn shag the whole team
all showing attitude
but its all over, we dont bear grudges (:
had dinner with jamie;huishan
home with them too
i cried on the journey back
i cant say whye
cos i am not allowed too =x
i really dont noe how to explain here
bet you guys read also wont get it
haish. what can i do?
so what even if i am sad?
do you expect me to kill myself?
lols. stop all those stuff
i can say that i don like it
but i cant stop you man
you choose everything you wan in your life
what you do now
affects your future
if you choose to continur like this
think bout your future
do you also wna be like that next time
spare a thought for yourself man
i am totally so disappointed bout you
after all the explanation
maybe you dont evn get the whole point
i was trying to pint point out
it doesnt harm me you know
it harms yourself only
i am innocent
i am still myself
it was you who have change
we used to be very closed friends
now we are drifting apart
i dont even thinjk you notice it
you like cant even be bothered
i just don get it
is that person really that important
he or she was the one who make you into this way
i can say that i dont he or she
you got influence just so easily
only a few days lehh
our friendship already one year plus
so maybe to you
you think that that person is more impt to you
i cant help it either
i just have to accept it what
i cant scold you or what
your life your own decision
maybe i am starting not being able to accept the fact
but thats me luhh
if i show you attitude
i am sorry
i just cant help it
this is the normal way ppl react to things
maybe the blow to me is very very big
compare to the others who know
cos i saw the process and everything
i feel angry with myself
i did not control you well
i think even if this goes on
our friendship wont be close already
we have lost the bond between us
cos in my mind, you have chosen that person
which make me feel even more remorse
i type out to you 7 pagesof sms
you didnt even reply me
even if you are angry
i cant help it
those are just words that i wna say out my mouth
and just right for you
maybe i dont ge tit or whatever
i just cant accept it already
even if i cried you hack care
i really wonder if you still care bout this friendship
i think that person is irriating
you will get angry
but that is jus twhat i feel
take care den !

i got you ; you got me!
LOVES;CHEERS;MISSES :D
<333 wendy yeo ! [:

hey leonard ng!
thanks for the listening ear just now
LOVES! (:

BYE BYE (:

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