HELLO!

here to blogg?
last blog on saturday =.=
erm sunday had fd meeting?
which ish like so siannedd
went all dhe way dhere?
ndd back again =.=
like a wasted trip?
dhen headed h0me
at night i went to QUEENSWAY
bought 2fbt's and 1speaker ndd adapter ((:

monday less0n is BORING =.=
i almost slept again!
had history test
i think i am going to FLUNK IT!
like he ask us to study dhe notes,
but dhe questions are bout dhe textbo0k -.-
like so wtf wtf wtf!
study dhe notes for whard larhhs?

tuesday was dhe big day
our first east zone match
against chung chengg
ndd we won! 20-19 (:
close match?
but anyway we still win [:
i fell nd hurt myself badly!
injuries at dhe right elbow ndd left knee!
argh! shit! crap! %#$@#%#

wednesday had self training
but didnt train cos injuries
dhen help to lo0p ndd everything
clearedd up ndd stuff
dhen mother come lia0s
h0me ndd talk 0n f0ne wif him (:

thursday which ish today =.=
BAD DAY LAHHS!
25o1o6 suckks!
i was innocent ndd b0k ask me t0 change fr0m my jersey to pe attire!

FCUK FCUK FCUK!!!
I HATE HIM!
HE SIMPLY SUCKS!
FAT ASS! BIG TUMMY!
DISGUSTING FACE!
LIKE COW DUNGG!
ARGH! CANT DESCRIBE!
DHE THING IS HE IS DHE UGLIEST IN DHE WORLD!
I SOMETIME REALLY DO WONDER?
WHYE I PERSERVERE IN NETBALL?
WHEN IT IS SO TOUGH?
TIRING? STRESS? EVERYTHING?
IS IT REALLY WORTH IT?
I MEAN LIKE YOU CANT CONCENTRATE ON YR STUDIES?
TAKE UP YOUR TIME? TRAININGS EVERYDAY?
LIKE EVERYTHING IS SO UNFAIR IN LIFE?
ESPECIALLY FOR ME?
I FIND MYSELF A FAILURE?
IN NETBALL?
MR BOK IS BIASED? AGAINST ME?
I DO RIGHT OR WRONG ALSO SCOLD?
LIKE SO FCUK FCUK FCUK!!!
I LIKE NETBALL? ESP DHE FRIENDS & SENIORS (:
BUT WHYE MUST BOK BIASED ME?
I FEEL DEPRESSED, HURT,SAD?
WORTH MAHHS?
I REALLY WISH TO NOE DHE ANS?
ANYONE CAN TELL ME?
I KNOW I HAVE BEEN FALLING SICK SINCE 2ND WEEK?
BUT LIKE CAN I PREVENT THIS KIND OF THING?
ALL THIS IS NATURAL?
CAN I STOP IT? NO RIGHT!
DHEN IS IT MY FAULT?
ACCIDENTS TO HAPPEN RIGHT?
NOT EVERYDAY ISH A GOOD DAY WHARDD?
THERE ARE CONFIRM UPS ANDD DOWN
IN LIFE THERE IS ALWAYS NO PERFECTIONNS
NDD YOU CANT STOP IT FROM HAPPENING?
DHEN YOU ARE BLAMING ME FOR DHAD?
SO FCUKING UNFAIR?
WHEN I AM AT HOME? PARENTS NAG?
IN TRNGS? FCUKKING BOK NAG?
LIKE WALAO! %#&^%@
DHEN JOIN NETBALL FOR WHARD?
SO XINKU? I STILL SUFFER?
AL DHE WA Y BACK FROM KALLANG TO SCHOOL?
I REFLECTED? CRIED DHE WHOLE JOURNEY?
THOUGHTS RAN THROUGH MY MINE
LOADS LOADS LOADS OF THEM?!?!?!
I STILL CANT FIGURE IT OUT YET!
I THINK MY LIFE SIMPLY SUCKKS
CANT FIND A PLACE WHERE I CAN REALLY ENJOY?
CLEAR MY STRESS NDD EVERYTHING?
I TOTALLY DON EVEN FEEL LIKE GOING FOR TRNG
SEEING DHE FCUKER! I GET SCAREDD? CANT PERFORM?
HE THINKS I HAVE POTENTIAL BUT I CANT PERFROM!!!
HATE MYSELF COS I CANT PERFORM!
DHEN LIKE SO STRESS!
HE SAY IF I :
TALK LESS
CONCENTRATE MORE
NDD I AM A FANTASTIC PLAYER =.=
I SIMPLY DON BELIEVE HIS WORDS
LIKE SO FAKE!! HE DOESNT THINK SO?
BUT LIKE JUST TRYING TO ACT IN FRONT OF TEACHERS?
HE GOOD IN ACTING DHEN GO JOIN TCS LAHHS.
WHYE BE COACK SEHH?
MAYBE MRS LOKE WILL APPROVE MY QUITTING
IF I FINDS A CCA? (:
FCUKER SAYS DHAD HE GOING TO TAKE OUT MY NAME NDD PUT MINPEI
LIKE WHARD I CAN DO LAHHS
WHENEVER I WITH THE TEAM
I FEEL SO LEFT OUT )):
LIKE SO LONELY
COS DHEY ARE GOOD PLAYES
WHILE ME? ):
STILL GOT ALOT NDD BLAHS~
TYPE OUT ALL WILL BE LIKE SO LONG LAHH
SHALL END HERE DHEN.

BYE BYE (:

ShermaineKim [:

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