my heart is br0ken int0 pieces
i cant take it lerrs
my heart i tink d0nt n0e break int0 h0w many pieces le l0r..
haiz i tink everything is juz g0nna end here l0r..
i am DEPRESSED!!
i wanted t0 cut myself 2dae..
but my frens stop me frm it..
i n0e they meant me well..
but i really cann0t take it lerrs..

i g0t a feeling tt my heart is l0st fer a pers0n..
argh!!

i g0t sth 2 say t0 my k0r
"k0r i m s0rry if i once sh0wed u my attitude, sth i really d0nt mean it at all lahhs.. in the past when i f0rced 2 tell me sth.. is n0t purp0sely de.. i was 0nly w0rried b0ut uu.. i d0nt wan u t0 be sad al0ne.. u 0ften tell me t0 share my pr0bs with uu.. s0 i th0ught u 0ught 2 d0 the same t0wards me l0r.. u give me chances al0t? i cann see... sry tt i didnt change at all!..i n0e u HATE me?.. but can u juz tell me in the face than i will st0p b0thering uu lerrs?.. u pr0mise us that u w0nt sm0ke le.. but u br0ke yr pr0mise.. u r n0w a t0tally diff. pers0n l0r.. where is the 0ld darren i used t0 n0e ah? i wan the 0ld darren back.. the piggy k0r 0f mine that will always be dere fer me when i m in sadness 0r wad?.. n0w u are n0t there lerrs.. i l0st a gdKOR): n0w i am l0nely lahhs.. k0r i failed my part as a MEI, i am s0rry.. i cant d0 anything.. i cant c0ntr0l uu.. u r yrself lahhs..i am 0nyl yr MEI!. u used t0 ad0re me but n0w? u HATE ME!! whyes? wad did i d0 ah?.. can u pls say 0r explain.. i see u BIAN HUAI?.. my heart pain u n0e?.. kim,cert n me all really heartBROKEN.. i n0w even have the th0ught 0f sm0king l0r.. but tinking back cert will n0t be happy!! cert pr0mise u tt she will n0t sm0ke she suceed!.. she marked her w0rds! u lehhs?.. u didnt?.. i n kim really give up lerrs.. u juz be yrself bahhs?.. n0w u d0nt even an to tok to me.. neither smile t0 me.. we r da0 t0 each 0ther in sch0ol le?.. k0r i need u lahhs.. rmb sth u will always be the BEST k0r i have all my lyfe.. u ask me changed i h0pe u 2 will.. TALE CARE~ "
2m0r0 gd luck 2 u den?..

byes

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