haiiz long time no blog le
siianz maybe cos i lost interest le ba
juz 2 on the com 2 blog

1)my results
omg la my results sucks lyk hell la
i did very badly los
REALLY
my scores all c5 de =((
history=52/100
english=59/100
lit=29/75
it all sucks lyk hell
lets not tok abt this le change topic ba

2)angryness in kool wif DAR korkor
haiiz dont noe lehz
we lyk quarrel in msn la
then later he scold me
then i argue los
argue le then ANGRY at each other la
next day go kool le
at night tok 2 wendy on the fone
on wat will happen 2 her
if DAR will scold her or beat her not
i was lyk worrying so much los
i was in deep thoughts
DAMN deep thoughts la
then wendy was lyk dont THINK le la
at most only get beatin n scoldin from DAR only
i was lyk so scared la
he will scold until very JIA LAT
ii almost cried la
was so CONFUSED
than went 2 bed arnd 12mid

next day went kool
dont even feel lyk lookin at DAR kor
cos DAMN angry
when he walk past my class
i was lyk WTH
damn bad mood la
so CONFUSED
afraid tt DAR kor will be lyk wad happen 2 KC kor lyk tt los
was in DEEP thoughts durin every lesson
can any1 tell me wad is happenin???
ii really dont noe wad happen 2 miie
after quarreling wif DAR kor
ii am thinkin n thinkin n thinkin
also dont noe wad ii am tinkin lehz???
ii hate my life
feel lyk endin it here
then very easily get bad mood los

3)netball trainin
then had trainin again my knee was lyk gonna break le los
but i hang it there
in the end i pull it through
i played as "C" n "WD"
damn tired la as "C"
then on the way home
DAR kor cor me los
den okiies le

4)have not been myself tis few days
but up till now even i am bloggin
i juz keep thinkinx3
dont noe wad i am tinkin
i cant fnd my old self back
ii am not myself at all

5)FD meetin
juz now had FD meetin fun los
geraldine perfom co COOL
then i joinin 4x100 relay 4 the sports day
wif PHY n shirley n many more
cant wait 4 tt day los

6)at com. lab
my class did stupid things lyk LOVE stories of 1e2
n uu noe wad is it bout
it is bout me n andrew los
lyk WTF la
ii was damn angry can???
b4 i left the lab
i slam the chair los
n left the lab wif a SLAM

7)bout 1 jie n ii not the same as the past le
i n 1 jie not the same lyk the past le
very sad but i can do nth los
i juz felt tt she is not even my fren
i had lost 1 of my best jie
i feel so lonely sigh

8)can any1 help me be myself again
i juz cant find myself back???
wad shld ii do???
ii juz wan myself 2 be back again
lyk the past but i juz cant
sigh dont noe la
ii hate my life now
can sum1 juz help me???
ii need my old self back???

CAN I EVEN GET IT BACK???
OR AM I GONNA BE LYK TIS 4EVA
DOES ANY1 NOE

ShermaineKim [:

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